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For never being there for me,
For everything you've ever done,
I wish for more than anything,
That I was your only one.
It's been so many years,
Crying all of these stupid tears,
Not believing a word you've said,
Leaving me feeling dead.
For all the lies you've told,
Making me feel deranged,
I wish for more than anything,
That for me you could've changed.
You tell me how much I mean to you,
You tell me you love me too,
Stop pretending that you do,
I know it's not true.
For days and nights on end,
You left me all alone,
I wish for more than anything,
That you'd just pick up your phone.
I don't know what to do anymore,
Except to walk out the door,
You're not the guy I thought you were,
Because after everything you chose her.
And now we're really done,
And it's hard to believe it's true,
And I wish for more than anything,
That I really did hate you.
~Ashley Tia Long~
For everything you've ever done,
I wish for more than anything,
That I was your only one.
It's been so many years,
Crying all of these stupid tears,
Not believing a word you've said,
Leaving me feeling dead.
For all the lies you've told,
Making me feel deranged,
I wish for more than anything,
That for me you could've changed.
You tell me how much I mean to you,
You tell me you love me too,
Stop pretending that you do,
I know it's not true.
For days and nights on end,
You left me all alone,
I wish for more than anything,
That you'd just pick up your phone.
I don't know what to do anymore,
Except to walk out the door,
You're not the guy I thought you were,
Because after everything you chose her.
And now we're really done,
And it's hard to believe it's true,
And I wish for more than anything,
That I really did hate you.
~Ashley Tia Long~
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Hate
I hate myself for everything.
I hate myself for wanting to cut.
I hate myself for stopping.
I hate myself for never being enough,
Never pretty enough,
Never skinny e
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Why Does It Have to be You?
Yes, yes, I know.
This is a mistake...
loving you, that is.
Yes, I know last time it ended badly,
but can I deny my heart of what
it truly wants?
I try, darling,
really I do.
But I'm addicted to you.
Love is a curse - binding me to the depths of hell...
all because its unrequited?
How is that fair?
You light up my world
and make me smile.
It's an impressing feat these days.
I blush when I read your texts.
I smile when I send one back,
blushing, of course.
Why are you the one that races through my mind?
Why are you the one invading my dreams?
And most of all...
Why do I still love you?
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As for My Heart...
I'm reminded of you every day,
and despite how much I would like to crawl into my hole...
forget about the world...
and let go of the tears I've been holding...
I remember
"You never liked me, anyway"
So why does it matter...
when I submit to the hurt
that has been gnawing away at me?
But no.
I promised myself [I wouldn't].
Even so, the longer I put this off,
the further my heart breaks.
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New poem I wrote randomly. Listening to music and having tons of time leads to this. Enjoy.
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Oww, touching poem. :c One-sided love sucks... ;d